Cache Overflow

Even though stuffs been going on, I havent come around to posting about them for a while now.. I even wrote on post it, to remember what i wanted to blog about.. haha. Therefore at various points in time today, I shall work on this backdated blogging.. Ok.. im going to shower now; sigh... its 4C outside, and weather.com says it feels like 1C. The water heater better be working.

Traipsing Around Singapore

My sis came back from India on thursday morning. And my whole family decided to go to Genting. We keft at 10 and went to the second link. I have Indian passport, so I have to apply for a visa at the malaysian side, whic they normaly give in like 10 minutes or something, just a bit of paper pushing. But the idiot sitting at the desk wanted to see my ticket from Singapore to San Francisco, which I obviously did'nt have at with me. After a couple of minutes of stonewalling all our explanation that I was driving back to Singapore, and did not have a return air ticket, the rude bitch said, "This is Malaysia. Do what I say or go back." My dad got super pissed, but we went back to the car and drove back without saying anything. Im going to write to the ST Forum some time this week. Haha.. so we went shopping, and my mom bought a Fujitsu tablet. And, I finally watched Harry Potter; it was ok.. not great, but watchable.

Friday.. Disaster! My parents had been going on and on about my hair ever since I got back, and I couldnt stall anymore...haha. So... now my long hair grown with plenty of tlc over the last six months have been shorn. I have crappy short hair.. its still longer than it was in JC and RI. Later that day we went to watch Narnia... horrible boring long yawn. It was like some hallmark kids LOTR.. where the swords dont have blood on them after they decapitate someone. Waste of money, waste of time. Oh I went to RJ in the morning.. didnt really meet any teachers except Mr Tan... who looks much the same. And this funky teacher whom I never knew before.. Mr Chua i think; he taught Hanyan. Must go again.. next week.

Saturday. Poker! Went to Andrew's house to play Hold'em. Had a horrible run of hands and was decimated to about $1.50 from my $20 buyin. Then with great nuance and shenaniganously aggressive betting I rebuilt my stack to resemble Petronas towers.. sigh.. but some horrible river bad beats reduced me to HDB block size.. I still ended with + 1.75, sigh... but wat could have been... Must have another session before I leave. Better practice a bit on party poker. Im gonna take all their money!

I am going to start reading all my texts for next semester. I will be prepared. This coming semester, GPA... I SHALL THUNDERPUNCH YOU IN THE CUNT... WAHAHAHA!

My tagboard managed to erase itself... wat crap.
My damn tagboard managed to erase itself somehow.... wat crap.

Sabrina >> as one of my most regular readers, I shall dedicate an entire paragraph to you
: Eh.. u ran away so fast, not my fault.. its flying back to Cal with me.. and where is MY stuff? haha.. can u find me the palace guard uniform for my next haloween costume.. Anyway.. i must emphasise.. IDIOT.. i chop a date with u one month in advance and u still flew back without meeting up with me... and dadre to ask for present some more.. gimme ud address and i mail to you maybe.. haha.. or i give u next christmas.. hopefully it'll still fit you... if ur harem in b'ham doesnt fatten u up with all the food they will feed you by next christmas.. haha.

This Is Home, Truly

Ah.. I have returned. It has been a while since I lst posted, but in mitigation, I have been busy; came home for winter, been meeting old friends, going out with parents - haha, etc etc.
First issue - My hand looks like it will be okay again, yay! Looks like i won't lose any subtension and both my radius and ulna can turn fully. Bonus - haha.. I am now boinic. Muahahahah. I am no more merely any organic being. I am a titanium substituted higher organic being, wahahaha. Stand in my way and I will lay the smackdown on you jabronis with my people's titanium elbow. Okay the titanium is only in my forearm.. but still.. haha.. i had to work people's elbow in somewhere.

On to more significant things - I officially declare the semester past a disaster. Having contemplated and meditated on this issue - a small part of my 20 hour journey home - i have decided that my 18 years preceding college were too easy. I never really worked for anything i got. This has to change, now that I find myself not good enough. Sigh, I now feel really bad for nottobenamed people I used to laugh at for studying endlessly. So far, whenever I've slacked, its because I have this supreme belief that I will come good in the end, that I will somehow find a way to make it work, that I will not fail, because I cannot afford to. I do not slack because I am without care. It hurts when people say I don't care, that I don't give a shit what happens, that i am somehow unburdened by many of the expectations that weigh on them. My roommate told me one time, totally out of the blue, "I wish I could be like you, not have to worry about anything, and just do whatever I feel like doing" I didnt know what to say. That should have awakened me, but i drifted along and this semester has scuttled me on a sandbar. Anyway, no more shall be said of this semester. "Why do we fall down, Varun?" "So we can learn to pick ourselves up".

It was wonderful to see everyone at Mel's house on New Year's Eve. Very nice of mel to have all of us there. Such a pity that I see so little of all these people, Asrie, Hamid, Jerome, Jlo, Mel and some of the others whom I used to see everyday. Was also really nice meeting up with the old classmates... must procure the pictures soon to put here.. haha.. i havent put any up have I....
Oh.. and my three brilliant ideas.. ah.. im too bored to write about them now... some other time.. haha.

Anyways.. who is siti.. and sundar.. I shall not do that know thyself thingy u put on your website.. too scandalous.. haha.. dangerous might I add.