Irritable

Something is definitely wrong. I have been bitching at everyone for the past few days. First I snapped at Jooho; and then at Yanling, when she was on the phone; and at Ernest too. I never snap at Ernest; I never snap at anybody, besides my parents, sometimes. I usually feel really chill and calm just talking to him. He really is easy to be around, and chill with. I have been rather edgy.

For some reason, I also felt that people were taking me for granted; and then I felt bad about thinking that way. I do want my friends to take some liberty with me. I sulked for a while; didn't feel any better, so I decided to be cool again.

Maybe today will be a better day. Have to visit papa.